I AM OFFICIALLY 20

I am OFFICIALLY 20 and I'm not happy
Yknow I was thinking that maybe my friends will wish me yknow like cmon bitch its my fucking birthday im not turning 20 every fucking day but nope so understandably lah for me to be bitter and in a bad mood
The most bitter thing is when you expected this certain someone to wish you and they didnt okay maybe they forgot but how could they?!! Am I not important or what? Ya know I dont give a fuck about this shit. Yeah im bitter, im bitter as fuck.
But that is to be expected lah weh what the fuck even is this.
I cried when I saw abang's insta story this morning where he wished his gf a good morning and I was so hurt by that man. I was fucking crying for fucks sake. Later baru he wsed me saying happy birthday and it was soooooo abang that it made my fucking day. Im soooooo low maintenance. Im not kidding. Its not a joke. Kay then. Lemme wallow in my self pity. Im allowed to that that!

heyyy!

I'm officially 19th

it has been a whirlwind reaching this

im one year older. yeah! am not happy

thank you for all the wishes, yguys gonna make me blush!

okay

moving onnnnnnnn

ive been through a lot!

first, i wanna say thank you to my mom who raise me for more than a decade alone. the strongest woman ive ever known. i love you, ma. i really do.

next, to my brothers, to my my big ole fam. sankyu fam. fam sticks together.

my girls, the ones that kept me in-check. the ones that called me ed bcs hey thats my name. loveyaaa girls so much! never judge me. always acah acah terer jawa eventhou mashaaa allah ke laut wehhh!

then to my loners, alyn and anaz. the one yg always stick with me, yg always lend their ears, yg always gimme advice, yg susah senang sama sama. yg kalau someone of us jatuh, we'll gelak dulu then baru tolong. the ones that i know, theyll always be there.

then to my beauties, ivy and raven. i love you both so much, yguys means a lot to me. never thought that we'll be best friends. but hell yeah, we did. and yeahh. im like the nerdiest between us. love yaaaa guys. seriously do!

leo, yas, nicole, giu, mari, pooja, fariha and many more. thank you for listening to my ranting.

not to forget the princesses here in uitm. old housemates yg still keep in touch. all the friends that ive made.

my sraim friends yg still remember me, yg still gurau ganas nak matey, yang jenis carut lucah semua nak full force. appreciate korang yang pervies ni. hikhik.

serious talk thought, throughout the years, ive lost some great friends but i gain tons of new ones after. i just wanna say that, its okay if you doesnt wanna be my friend, im okay, im not that bitter for a person. but just so yknow. it doesnt really affects me. are you so special that i need to be yr friend? well newsflash bitch, im a catch for a friend too. my friends are so lucky to have me as their friend. just so yknow