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Friday, June 24, 2016


okey
aku baru balik dari stb
and sumpah lah jadi fasi ni aku blur gila nak matey weh
nasib baik lah ada faiz yang boleh lead and amir yang tolong
tapi
budak budak kat situ mashaa Allah
nakal tu nakal, tapi comel pun ya jugak
sangat cute weh
mula mula tu memang dorang susah lah jugak nak open up
dah lah kena halau dengan kecik sebab katanya nak cakap hal jantan eh kuangasam nya awak ni
tapi dia lah yang paling open up kut yang layan je kitorang kakak abang abang fasi ni
then jumpa lah Amir and Reza
susah gila mula mula tu nak cakap dengan dorang ni
nak mintak diorang open up kat aku yang introvert ni kau bayang lah woi
one of the slot kitorang mintak dorang tulis apa yang diorang nak capai dalam life, kenapa nak capai dan untuk siapa matlamat tu.
time tu lah duk sembang sembang, mula mula just tanya je apa kemahiran diorang. dua dua bakal baker okey
gurau gurau then baru lah macam story life diorang. apa yang diorang buat, apa yang diorang duk kesalkan
betapa beruntungnya dapat masuk sekolah tu
diorang buat aku realize kut lots of thing
betapa berharganya friendship ni, brotherhood diorang sangat kuat
manja pun kemain jugak
"akak buka lah sekali dengan kitorang, tak kan nak balik dah kut,"
memang overly attached kut aku kat diorang ni
dengar cerita diorang ni sebak jugak lah
dua tahun tak dapat raya dengan family, niat nak puasa dekat rumah tahun ni pun tak tercapai,
sumpah lah sedih
masa ambik gambar tu pun aku macam, korang duk belakang akak okey?
tu pun masa nak balik salam cium pipi muah muah dengan vice principal tu, budak'2 tu ada kat tepi, sempat lah wish Amir selamat hari raya and selamat berbuka
dekat luar dewan before naik bas sempat say byebye dekat kecik and Reza

serious lah
budak budak ni memang pernah buat silap tapi perlu ke diorang dihukum lepas diorang start nak berubah?
aku memang cakap terang terang "akak bangga gila kat korang and akak respect sebab korang banyak ubah perspective akak,"
they are given a second chance, don't let your narrow-minded mind clouded those thoughts of them
they deserved to be better and to have a better future

akak harap korang tak kan ulang kesilapan yang korang pernah buat, solat jangan tinggal, dik, pilih kawan betul betul, capailah impian korang sebab korang mampu.. akak tahu and akak bangga gila dengan korang. thanks open up kat akak. bagi akak new insight pasal life. sumpah akak takkan lupakan korang. kalau ada rezeki, inshaa Allah kita jumpa lagi.. and korang boleh bagi akak rasa roti korang yang sedap sangat tu. 

biarkan apa masyarakat nak cakap pasal korang, yang penting korang tahu hala tuju korang dan buktikan dengan dorang yang duk pandang rendah dan serong dengan korang tu yang korang pun mampu dan korang boleh!

Friday, May 20, 2016

things im thankful about

im quite thankful lah ada abang abang yang just a phone away
dulu masa daftar u ni bapiq yang hantar dengan abang mama family semua
dulu masa tertinggal bas balik raya, lepastu pergi lah kl.. call baneh whatsapp abang sebab aku pun tak tau lah weh sayuuuuu hati ini makin sayuuuuu
baneh ambik kat pudu okeh then buat roadtrip kl-selangor.. sumpah lah sayang baneh hahaha
then kalau aku frust menonggeng ke pe aku spam abang sebab abang aku duh suka hati aku lah
and kalau aku nak jawapan yang straight to the point yang takde liku liku tu aku tanya abang aku sebab lelaki straight to the point kan?
tu je lah kut
tapi best lah ada abang

Saturday, April 9, 2016

Hashtag SiblingsGoals sangat

Friday, April 8, 2016


a sneak peek to my dekstop

Thursday, April 7, 2016

okay. so today i saw this All Time Low's new video and through this they show that they kind of like vid chat with their fans
and guys
i cried bcs its so fcking beautiful
i know how it mean to have that kind of inspiration in yr life
like yknow these guys and you hooked with these guys
and suddenly you met these wonderful fans that shared the same interest as you and guys
its different okay and thats priceless
like we shared he same love that maybe others cant understand
and maybe
thats why
i cant let go of suju
bcs they gave me so much
like ive gained tons of friends that im not embarrassed to call family
bcs they are, deep down.. i love them so much
like when i fought w someone, or when im worried w something, they were the one that i seek bcs i know they will be there, they always are and im so grateful for that
and no. i dont think i can ever let go of that
ever
and actually im not really a hustlers, im more of astronauts kind of girl
and yeah
im not really a forthcoming kind of person
im that one dork that always keep everything to myself and when i cant hold it in anymore ill start crying in my room like a total weirdo
my outlet? my diary, i guess
and yeah ive got tons of them
i mean ive got these fancy notebooks and itll go to waste if i just let it go.
my blog too
but im not really like talk there
ive got this tendency to not trust others that easily
it took me ages to be able to tell others what i really feel, to share something w someone else
that, plus my introvert?! pffttt! its such a nuisance
and yeahhh
thats why i love music
bcs the lyrics sometime reflect my situation perfectly
and simple plan's welcome to my life hits me more that i thought it would
the lyrics mannnn it goes wayyyyyy downnnnn my soul
actually one of my abangs that introduced me with them, like one day i was messing w his phone and mannnnn he and his brothers were the one that open my eyes with the greatness of simple plan, good charlotte, mcr and others. like damnnnn when i first heard their songs, i bluetoothed it to my phone.
idk why the guys in my life always got this special power to identify good music like im not i guess
hahahah
but the point is
music sometimes could be more than something to fill yr ears.
music could save lives
music could change people
it could open someone's eyes to be better
to be your fcking self without caring what others might think

Sunday, February 28, 2016

i wanna like talk w a complete stranger and then suddenly
accidentally
slipped out
TARDIS DALEK C3PO BB8 Anakin Bilbo Muggle Ravenclaw or other geeky stuffs
HELL! even if some itgids came out

dreammmmmmyyyyyy

and
i want a guy that wont call up on my geekiness
and ill keep my mouth shut on footballs or video games
even thou
i will always think of CR as an inspiration and Steven Gerard as one of the most loyal footballer ever
or I watch Pewdiepie in my free time or I enjoy Markiplier. like... itsokayyyy

Wednesday, February 24, 2016

im that kind of person yg akan dengar GOOD CHARLOTTE SIMPLE PLAN bila aku sedih
yang suka hati je bantai lyric MCR P!ATD FOB semua
yang kalau geram biar pekak telinga ni dengar Crown The Empire Beyond The Horizon bagai
yang akan cair dengar Andrew Velasquez Brendon Urie Gerard Way Patrick Stump
yang kalau time nak mellow tu pasang AVA FAMY
yang suka bantai emo sebab relates dengan diri ni
yeahhh