Aku baru baca Nadia Khan's Kelabu.
It's really kelabu y'know?
And the ending is sooooo tergantung tak bertali as the writer said in her Cerpen that the ending dia bagi her readers yg decide. Make yr own ending, then.
But, the story is so amazing, y'know. How a woman can have interest w her own kinds. Frankly speaking, I have multiple emotions 'bout the guy at the door when Amir opened it. I hope it's Shah that wanted to prove to her that he still have feelings for her. He loves her for a such a loooooooooong time and to think that he just let it go without knowing the truth about Amir, it's so sad. She's finally deciding to become Amira, her true nature. And there's Amran, the so called shrink. The new guy in her new world. He helped her gaining the new 'Amir'. And they spent so much time together. When Amir told him that Shah is back in the town, Amran suggested that Shah's the one for Amir and he asked her to forget about the new guy. The new guy's basically Amran to begin with. That's sooooo unfair for Amran. Half of me am hoping that the guy at the door is Shah because he waited for so damn long for the moment when Amir sees him as a guy, a normal guy with a feelings. Not just as a best friend. The other half is just hoping that it will be Amran as he's so nice and he got some charms that make other people comfortable w him.
It's so confusing yet such a good reading material. Kelabu is totally recommended to those who want to see the world through a different eyes.

"I changed my mind,"