#Update 07 (Counting the Days)

it's been a long time since I wrote something in my blog. Ha..Ha..Ha.. (ketawa yang sangat sumbang)
I know that I can't be happy right now, for real, I can't!
every time,, I open my FB account, all the post are about uri Leader, yeah guys,, Leeteuk Oppa had gone for his military. Seriously I don't really like it.
I don't feel anything when it is about other Korean Artist, but when it is about Super Junior, I don't know why I am soooooooooooooooo SAD.
yes, and like other ELF, I am crying. Crying alone without anyone to comfort me. I don't want to burden 'her' with my childish attitude, 'she' had been busy with her exam that will come next week.

I'm gonna miss him. like so bad!! Oppa, make sure you take a good care of yourself. Please, take care of your throat too! We want to hear your voice right after you get out from the army. Oppa, hurry back, okay? Even though I know that you won't realize this post. I still wanna write about it. I had no one to talk to.

Oppa, you gonna stay healthy, you've got a naughty maknae to take care of when you finish you army. uri maknae must feel a little sad when he can't see you for about two years. ahh~ I can't imagine how I'm gonna watch variety shows without you too, Park Jung Su? It must be awkward!
But, don't worry, oppa. We, ELF will try our best to support out Sapphire Princes! Hurry back, oppa.

sincerely, from a loving ELF

erm~~ guys. banyak benda dah jadi this past few months.
PMR dah datang and dah pergi. Subhanallah. memang nikmat sangat weyh!

then, ALHAMDULILLAH because ALLAH dah buka pintu hati aku untuk jadi lebih baik.
now, dah start untuk menjadi a better muslim. bersyukur sangat!

and~ tak tahu lah what happened to me, but I feels great.

thanks for my fellow friends yang always support me. thanks guys. I owe you one!

ermm~~
aku ada something nak cakap ni~~
ermm~~
aku rasa,, now...

AKU DAH START SUKA SESEORANG AND DIA MALAY!

takde papelah babai!!!

#Update 06

hye!
assalamualaikum.
now,, ermm June, right?
guys,, 2 months later, trial dh srtart. Allah!
memang tersiksa jiwa raga sebab kitorang nak kena rush buat folio semua.. then, nak kena study lagi. my scheldule memang full.no time to stand and stare lha katakan.

okey, this post saya nak tujukan buat seorang hamba Allah ni.. let's just called it as UN

hrmm..
untuk UN..
thank you sangat-sangat.
thank you sebab sudi jadi the best listener ever.
bila saya ada problem, you've always be there for me.
walaupown UN tak boleh buat apa-apa dengan my problem, but
your willingness to sacrifice your credits means a lot for me.
hehe~~
fight wih you make me happy..
time kita masuk mood jiwang-jiwang tu memang besh sangat!!
honestly, saya rasa UN lah orang yang paling paham saya.
paling paham apa yang saya cakap.
paling paham apa yang saya cuba terangkan.
paling paham apa yang patut dibuat bila saya moody..
paling paham how to cheer me up. (this part, my mama is an expert too)
saya tak tahu macam-mana nak cakap tapi everytime saya message dengan UN,
saya nak cakap je every seconds.. "THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME"

hrmm..
ape-ape pown, saya nak cakap dekat sini, THANKS YOU and I LOVE YOU!

#Update 05

okey,
harini aku nak stop a bit story about KPOP!!
*close the book* kebooooooooom!!!!
(feeling ada yg tepuk tangan right now =,=')
=>are-a, mimi and ain.

okey!!
hye all,
nak story pasal...

FRIENDSHIP

hrmmm,,
yang gambarnya terdapat diatas tu adalah kawan-kawan baik aku.
DONE!!
from the left, we've got AIN, AIEN, I don't know who and ARE-A.
kitorang rapat since Form Two,
Semua start duduk one class. And, betul II rapat tyme aku join ARE-A and AIEN masuk documentary's competition. urghhh!! miss it!!
***
like everyone know,,
I am multifunction person.
eheheheheh??? ape tuh?
aku bukan Terminator ok??
I mean, aku ni memang suka semua BENDA!!!
***
so, my friend boleh cakap about ANYTHING with ME!!
yeah,,
AIEN kalau nak cakap dengan aku comfirm relates to KPOP. hehe
ARE-A pulak comfirm yang pasal bab-bab mamat Hindustan.
nyah!! Imran Khan is MINE!! <3
AIN hurm... entahlah minah ni,, aku pown tak tahu kitorang sepefahaman bab apa?
***
besides that, kalau kau orang nak talk 'bout mamat-mamat omputih tu pown boleh deal with me. hehe. Taylor Lautner my first love!! *close my eyes* so sexy!
***
and the most important thing! Novel!!! heee!! I am a big fan of ... HLOVATE!! agagagagaga!!
and my fav novel of Hlovate is, TUNAS! besides Hlovate, Farihah Iskandar pown mantopppppp jugak! Siti Rosmizah,  LAGILAH!! then, Cecilia Ahern! wajib baca Cecilia Ahern, cerita dia tak boring. Lagi-lagi, P.S , I Love You and If You Can See Me Now. Sangat-sangat 'mengenyangkan' buat pencinta novel.
***
then pasal OTAKU,
yessss.. I am an OTAKU dear,,
and the one that make my heart beats faster than the usual are Hibiki Raytis and Kunimitsu Tezuka. #serious hot weyh!!!!
berdetak-detak hatiku melihatnya!!

Hibiki!!! *jatuh terjelepok!*

Tezuka!!! *Ahhhh!!!*

that's all that I can say,
byeee!!

I AM NOT A PERFECT PERSON.
BUT, I TRY MY BEST.

#Update 04

#6YearswithELF
this thing is TRENDING WORLDWIDE on the TWITTER!!
here's the DEAL we're talking about..
nyanyanya~~~

sangat-sangat meaningful,
this DAY for all ELF in the whole WORLD.

ELF.
always and forever!!

ELF till the END.

okay,
2 June is ELF's DAY.

that's means,
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, guys!!!
6th YEAR ANNIVERSARY!
*but for me, it's my 4th ANNIVERSARY

 *this is from one of my unnie

thanks guys!!!
for all the moments that we had share together!!
we LAUGH, we CRIED together, exactly in the same time, but in a different places.. all over the world.
this bond makes me realise there's something in this world that is meaningful for me,
something that's far enough to have any relation relates to me.
something that's other than my friends, someone who's understand me more than I do.
they are the ELF.
they meant a lot for me.
thanks.
it's my pleasure to had the opportunities to know this BIG family.

thanks to SUPER JUNIOR,
because of them, I've got the chance to know this FAMILY.
thank you so much..!!

Update 03

one of my unnie, baru kena bashing dengan someone dekat FB.
pasal KPOP.
weyh.
seriously?
perlu ke sampai nak basuh-bsuh orang segala?
kanapa perlu salahkan kpop?
tak fair okey?
KPOP tu tak salah pown,
diorang tu bukannya paksa SIAPA-SIAPA  untuk addicted dengan diorang.
kesian unnie aku.
bukannya idol tu bawak bad influenced pown dekat fans diorang.
tak fair weyh!
kalau kau orang kata FAIR.
dari segi apa?
bukannya sebab KPOP ni remaja dekat Malaysia ni lari rumah.
bukannya sebab KPOP ramai yang buang bayi.
jaga hal masing-masing lah.
apa maksud aku JAGA HAL MASING-MASING?
janganlha kau orang nak bashing kita orang, KPOPers just sebab kitorang minat kpop.
apa KPOPers nih tak solat LIMA WAKTU ke?
KPOPers nih tak baca Al-Quran?
tak kenal siapa Rasulullah S.A.W?

or, KPOPers nih tak kenal artis Malaysia?
err... HELLO!!
kalau artis Malaysia tak meniru artis luar, kau orang paham lha apa maknanya tu kan?
then, kalau artis Malaysia tak support artis luar, macam mana tu??
nasib tak terbela?
everybody ada pilihan diorang yang tersendiri.
sebab tu ada KPOPers, ada anti-KPOP , ade Belieber, ada macam-macam lagilah.
kalau dah tak minat, takkan nak paksa?

apa-apa pun,
for my unnie,
unnie sabar eyh?
jangan simpan dalam hati, okey?
saya tahu unnie sedih sebab kena TEGUR sebelum sempat buat EXPLANATION.
tak apa, we'll always be with you.
saya sayang unnie!!