guys, aku ada baca tweets Adam dekat twitter pasal dia hilang two of the most important persons in his life. from leukimia and brain tumor.
beb. memang hit home kut. i cried even thou aku tak tahu pun dioang tu tapi taktau lah. aku sedih sangat. too many deaths okay.
and status aku for the past few days ni pun agak emo gak ah.
no. aku harap sangat yang abang aku takkan rasa that kind of kehilangan masa diroang muda ni. tak ada lah weh. they are brothers okay. i talked to my mum about this. and mama pun macam pelik asal pulak keluar nama abang kan? even aku tak nak mengaku, tapi aku envy their friendship okay. envy gila duh. and bila aku baca tweets Adam tu, tah lah weh. rasa sedih pulak.

I AM HIS SIBS BY BLOOD BUT THEY ARE HIS BY BONDS

ahhh! sangat sedih weh. and aku doa jugak moga Allah pinjamkan abang and adik kat aku lama sikit. aku tak rasa kut aku kuat nak hilang lagi satu tiang penting dalam hidup aku. which reminds aku. next year is 2016 people, it will be eleven years since Ayah left. Allah. it will be over a decade but the pains are still there. it hurts everytime. and sometimes remembering those happy moments. but luckily aku still ada bits by bits about him but adik is too small kut. and tah lah weh. deaths got me like this. ive got a tissue in my hand right now i tell you. its hard weh. taktau lah aku ni memang tak kuat kalau mende mende macam ni.

Allah, pinjamkan mama, abang, adik lama sikit please.